Day 1 Of The Drug Free Time.....Wrecked!

Good thing the steroid is pretty much gone.....or I'd be raging!

LOL!

I don't know whether to get up or go back to sleep.

I have a headache that isn't too bad, but won't go away.

I feel restless and jittery.

I just took the phone survey you have to complete before they ship the Revlimid.

Everything is about waiting for the chemo. Getting ready for the chemo. Rearranging the deck chairs on USS Maggie.

Logically, this is not the end of the world. Father Mahoney says Mass everyday. The people who arranged the tour know I didn't blow them off to go visit the Army. My friends will be happy to see me for lunch another day.

But I still feel like I wasted something important. Now I only have 15 left.

I'm going back to sleep. I flipped the coin....and the gym lost.